I'm in love with melancholy
enraged by the thought of
I am drowning, suffocating
and dying for dark love
no light gives me rise
and no blessing excites
only death and desire
both perplexes, ignites
deep within the night's
embrace...
my love is a disgrace
give me scissor and knife
and the feel of the blade
give me portion and portion
of this hell that's been made
I need crimson and blackness
and hurt dripping down
to walk in this bleakness
in this hate I could drown
I have found...
turning round and round
A love of depression
so demonic and sad
a scolding from momma
a beating from dad
a shovel I grip tight
and desire runs right through me
My love for the melancholy
suicidal and free
In this I have found
a love of it all
in love with the thought of
the thrill of the fall
even sun has a blackness
black spot on blue skies
even your love is tactless
when you close those dear eyes
even your love is hurting
and death would be kind
for in your love I'm drowning
in the depths of my mind
I am in love with melancholy
wrapped in pure mourning madness
I walk the earth wailing
and enduring this sadness
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